This
morning I awoke to the song "Hosanna." When I hear it, my imagination
takes me to a place in history where the news of Jesus' arrival in Jerusalem is
first breaking. As He enters in on a donkey, I see myself amongst the crowd of
people who had been wondering if he would come. I can feel the desperateness
and relief in their hearts as they shout "Hosanna" God save us!
They sing
with a knowing that they finally get to see their prayers in faith become a
reality. The rescue. And then, how they must have felt when their version of
the story looked nothing like His.
After
reading my devotional today, I thought God did respond to their cry for
help. The shout "God save us"
tipped the bowl of prayers that had been filling with the prayers of faith since
the beginning of time. The spill produced a shower of mercy and grace that gave
them the ability to withstand His heartbreaking version of the story. Our plans
almost never line up with God's. We expect the rescue to look a certain way. Unfortunately, most of the time, His version of the story is first seen through eyes of faith.
Why, I guess it allows us to make a choice, is He good? Is He faithful? The
crowd that day gathered to watch an expected ending, but it was just the beginning
to an unexpected end. His ending would help them, and us make the right
choice. He is good, and He is Faithful.
A lyric
in the song above sums it all up for me.
"But
when I think about the road you took for love, I know your grace will stay the
path."
When we
can't see what He's doing, we choose to believe He is working it out in a way
that will reveal His good and His glory in our story. He wants our story to be good, but sometimes
our version has to die before He can write His. When He died on the cross, all
we could see was an unjustified death. And it was, but it was the only way to
justify it. His death gave us life. It took time to see what death was doing on
the cross. And, with His mercy and grace, we learn to overcome the pain of
watching our plans die until we see His plan come alive.
This
season He keeps reminding of Sarah's story.
"She judged Him
faithful who had promised". - Hebrews 11:11
What
precedes those words about Sarah is where we find the way we can also judge
Him faithful.
"Through faith, Sarah herself received
strength to conceive."
It is by
faith, having faith in the unseen goodness and faithfulness of God, that we are
given the "strength" (Mercy & Grace) to conceive His promise.
The
ending to Sarah's story needed to die so God's could come alive within her. He
let her write one, and it didn't turn out so good. He also gave her time to see
her way didn't lead to life. I'm sure there was a private moment where she
cried out too, God save me. It's at that moment we understand we need a new
ending. We stop striving and struggling and let go. It's the perfect place for
faith. Nothing else can enter because you can see no other ending. And that's
when He gives us the strength to conceive a new plan, His perfect plan. In this
space and place, we will see His goodness and judge Him faithful.
Another
wonderful devotional below to remind us of His faithfulness. His mercies are
new every single day. An anchor for us all.
RACHAMIM
“Do you
believe,” said the teacher, “that God has mercy?”
“Yes,” I
replied. “Of course, you’ve taught me
that.”
“No,”
said the teacher. “God does not have
mercy.”
“With all
respect,” I said cautiously, “that’s not right.” It was the first time I had ever
contradicted him in such a direct way.
“Prove
your point,” he said.
“I was
just reading the Book of Daniel. In it,
Daniel prays for God’s mercy on the people of Israel. He says, “To the Lord our God belong mercy
and forgiveness…”
“It
doesn’t say that,” he replied, “not in the original language. It says ‘to the Lord belong rachamim.'”
“What is
rachamim?”
“Some
would translate it as mercy. But
rachamim is not a singular noun. It’s
plural. It doesn’t mean mercy. It means mercies. It means that God’s mercy is more than
mercy. God’s mercy is so great, so
strong, and so deep that it can’t be contained in a single word. Rachamim means that His mercy has no end.”
“What
about the word for sin?” I asked.
“What do
you mean?”
“Is it by
nature singular or plural?”
“The word
for sin,” said the teacher, “is singular.”
“But the
word for mercy is plural,” I said.
“And what
odes that tell you?”
“That no
matter what my sin is, no matter how great, the mercy of God is always
greater. And no matter how much I’ve
sinned, no matter how many sins I have, the mercies of God are more than my
sins.”
“Yes,”
said the teacher. “So don’t ever make
the mistake of thinking that you’ve exhausted God’s mercy. You never have. You never could. And you never will. He will always have more mercies than you
have sins, more than enough to cover every sin and to still have enough
compassion left over to love you forever.
For what the Lord has for you is not mercy…but rachamim.”
The
Mission: Open your heart today to
receive the rachamim God has for you, not only for your sins, but the
overflowing rivers of His compassions and love.
Psalm
136; Lamentations 3:22-23; Daniel 9:9; 2 Corinthians 1:3-4
Cahn,
Jonathan. “Rachamim.” The Book of Mysteries. Lake Mary, FL: FrontLine, 2016.
Day 56. Print.
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